Shahirah Zulghafar

(Hari panas kau pakai payung transparent. Bagus, Shera! So smart. Bajet hipstur. Hahaha. Eleh, tapi payung tu juga yang semua orang berebut nak guna bila ambil gambar. *proud smirk*) February, 2016. I remember walking into IIUM that afternoon and staring at the Rectory's Building and just wow, I was indeed speechless. I remember feeling excited but also feeling nothing at the same time. It's hard to describe what I felt at that particular moment. I just remember feeling sad and thinking,  "I can't believe I'm finally here." The fact that I could enroll sooner in September 2015 tapi tak kesampaian (note: terpaksa extend short sem dekat CFS PJ sebab fail arab durr what a disgrace!) makes me feel terkilan a little. Aha, yes. I was a "One-Year Student" masa foundation studies dulu. Tapi, sebab Arabic language daku bertarung mental dan fizikal in an extended semester. Bayangkan weh, short sem buat satu subjek je. Kau rasa? Tak menangi...

Oh, wow. It's the first quarter of 2018 already? That was quick! And as usual, none of my past year resolutions ever made it to reality. HAHAHA. *nangis*  Anyways! You guys are probably wondering why am I suddenly creating a blog out of nowhere. I know, guys. I know. I'm weird liddat. Lol. I actually already had a blog before this, (note: www.sherajung.blogspot.com just in case you guys are curious about it!) but that blog is used solely on my work as a part time novel writer.  It was years ago, tbh, and I don't even remember the last time I update that blog. I guess around 3-4 years ago. They say blogger is not relevant anymore since there are many other cool stuff like Wordpress, Tumblr and Wattpad. But, that's fine. I prefer this. So, Why am I writing this blog? Yep, you ask the right question.  Answer: to remind myself that it's okay to feel not okay and it's okay to write everything about it here. Basically, this blog is a s...